Hello Blogspot. It's been awhile since I actually updated. So yeah.

Today, my nephews came to town. Eeeks, I had mucho fun with them. They're so cutee. My mom made pho and noum bao foe' them && my brudder. -.-' Hrms... oh and we went to momo's and got some bubble tea. I got mango peach, my brudder got blueberry, and my sister in law and momma got taro. Blueberry is yuckky. And then we went to Michaels house but michael wasn't home. So Yan stole his toy's. Hahah, they took the christmas present back. LMAO. And then we left with icecreaaam :D
Yumm. Oh I got photoshop back. YAYY. But we might get cs4 so yeaah. :) Well, I'm out. Night night'.

Killing Me Softly.Mp3

see I cant take the way you treat me
said that you weren’t goin to need me
I got your back girl that’s a fact
and I would never leave you
when you start saying I aint got time for you
always talkin bout what I don’t do
you aint fooling me
you aint half the man that you used to be
n I used to be your ride or die
Your ?????
your alibi
go wash your clothes
I tied your tie
boy everything I sacrificed
the way that you don’t call me
the way that you don’t hold me
I know you don’t want me

And its killing me me me
boy your love is killing me (your love is killing me)
the pain is killing me me me
boy your love kills slow (so slow)

I don’t think that I would have shut you down
always thought that you were gon’ be around
because your dealing me
its breaking me
its killing me

the way that you don’t call me
the way that you don’t hold me
I know you don’t want me
and its killing me

the love is for your chick on the side
be sure to pass him up cuz he aint doing me right
oh boy tell me
what am I supposed to do
cause I’m so torn in between the two
and boy you used to say that you loved me
used to say that you trust me
used to say I was your only one
who puttin the one above me
when you start saying I aint got time for you
always talkin bout what I don’t do
boy you aint fooling me
you aint half the man that you used to be

and I used to be your everything
your flower girl
your wedding ring
your best friend
your best man
so who’s gonna hold it down like me
the way that you don’t call me
the way that you don’t hold me
I know you don’t want me

And its killing me me me
boy your love is killing me (your love is killing me)
the pain is killing me me me
boy your love kills slow (so slow)

I don’t think that I would have shut you down
always thought that you were gon’ be around
because your dealing me
its breaking me
its killing me
the way that you don’t call me
the way that you don’t hold me
I know you don’t want me
and its killing me

the love is for your chick on the side
be sure to pass him up cuz he aint doing me right
oh boy tell me
what am I supposed to do
because I’m so torn in between the two
the two the two the two
the two the two the two
the two the two the two
the two the two the two
yeahh..

strumming my pain with your guitar
singing my whole life through his words
killing me softly
killing me softly
killing me softly with your song
strumming my pain with your guitar
singing my whole life through his words
killing me softly
killing me softly
killing me softly with your song
with your song
whoa..

So I haven't been updating and there's a reason to that. There's so many things going on that it's killing && tearing me apart. And honestly, I really don't wanna remember anything. I wish I had amnesia. HUY. Febraury is such a bad month. =(

Happy birthday to my belove uncle. I miss and love you philip. It's getting harder and harder to stay strong as that date approaches. You left me too soon.

Uhm...I'ma just brief you guys on waah happened today since I haven't really updating. Well lets see. Me and Eric has nicknames foe' eachother. Haha, my poohbearboo. Lmfao. Uhm...yeah. Iderno.

" Heartbreak is an odd kind of pain, because you're not dying, you're not evn sick. For all intents and purposes, you're perfectly fine... yet inside, where your heart use to be, you hurt so much that you can't breathe, you can't sleep, and you can't stop tha tears from falln. You may eat too much, you may not eat at all... non-smokers light up, non-drinkers find a bar. A broken heart is one of tha worlds greatest equalizer, because it can turn tha sweetest angel into a devil.
"


Huyy, she passed yesturday. In a couple minutes will be Philip's birthday. My heart aches. There's not enough words for me to even explain how I feel. ='[

Uhm, so the school caught on fire again. This time it was the downstairs, boy's bathroom. I wonder who did it. It was bigger than last time though, chuz we had to evacuate. Shit, it was heller cold outside. And it was snowing. We was standin out there foe' like twenty minutes though. But it's all good, me and the bestfriend was cuddlin and the homies joined in, well the girls did. The boys was just like uhh. Teah was heller pissed at Javon chuz he ain't come til like after. LMFAO. Me and Josh got in trouble, we was too close together. We was just huggin. So then when we got inside, I grabbed Erics arm and he kept me warm chuz the back stairwell was still cold from the doors being opened or whatever. We went back to Ms.Hornes class afterwards and chilled there for the rest of the day. Haha, we had some 7th graders in our class. They was heller cool though. Like Anthaza, Janae, Malcom. OMG, Malcom is fucking HILARIOUS. He had me gigglin like crazy. Tianna slapped me chuz I couldn't stop laughing and then I laughed even harder. Ahh, they was laughing at me chuz I wouldn't stop laughin. And then when I finally stopped laughing, Javon started tickling me. Gaah, I love my friends. They leave a silly smile on me.

**Oh, and then like I guess now if we're late to class we get an automatic 5 day suspension and a how bunch of other shit. We're on madd lock down from now on. ESPECIALLY 8th graders.

Uhmm, yeah. Not much happened today.

1st period; Alex brought some nasty ass asian candy, I didn't eat it. Eric ate it. LMFAO. His facial expression makes me giggle. Adrianna is silly, "It's candy from his people.". Uhm yeah, we went over quarterly assessments. Boring, I fell asleep.

2 period; I did my work. YAY! Lmfao, mre like I copied. Teah && Javon was sitting there cupcakin' I'm like awwh, but then at the same time it was kinda nasty chuz well yeah.

3 period; I fell asleep, again. lmfao.

4th period; I yelled at ashley foe' being dumb.

5th period; We made some concept map in there. I was giggling the whole time. Josh && javon kept going at it. Heller funny.

6th period; I feel out of place at lunch.

7th period; We had a test, it was pretty easy I guess.

8th period; DAMN. We had a quiz, it was HAAAAAAAAARD! And then Ms. Leeper came in and gave us a lecture. >.<